baby, you are just my last romance here.

2009-07-18T18:40:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN!!!
Thanks for everything. You are the best guy i ever known that whenever i m in need you will always appear. Although we only met for a year but our friendship is as though we met for a long long time. Many fun times we shared were just one word to describe that is awesome! Though we have major and minor quarrel that are countless, you are still the best. You will always be my awesome best friend i ever had. I will never ever forget you in my whole life, i promise. Hope that you will like the cake i bake for you as this is my first time baking cake for someone and also my present. Hope that the surprise later at 8pm you will like it.

Finally there is a official blogging..Friend coming and drive me there in a few mins time. Hope that everything goes well there.

2009-07-08T22:32:00.001+08:00

Hasnt been blogging. Shall blog tmrw[;

2009-06-21T23:14:00.003+08:00

Hello i m back from my second camp!
Really enjoy myself being as SL. Being in the same group as vivian and haziq is great and group name is WISH or BEN10!!. I think you guys who went for the camp should know what it stands for. Last but not least my best facilitator my SHAFIQ!! I thought leading a group of sec1 was tough but it isnt that tough that i think. First time i saw them they look very sian sian then we SL and facilitators make ourself high so that they will be. Had lots of fun spending with them. And hamster who always says lame things and cheer us up! The games were alright just that there is too many ppl who attended this camp that there is no game of life! What a pity. And hide and seek was indeed hot. Hide in a space beside staircase, and had family circle.
Talent night was a sucessful one better than the upper sec. Good job Eagles! As we were lack of time, we perform sat there and say a so called introduction. So together with 1/8, all 1/8 SL and facilitators performing together. This time round i teared, dunno why. Is a different feeling being as eagles. Exchange no. with same of them and took many photos.
After camp, went mac with Jessin, Samantha, Camilia, Kenneth, YongSiang, Aaron, Justin, Patricia, Vinod, Shahul, Kiacher, Eileen and Haziq(MY UNCLE HAMSTER). Jessin, Samantha and Kenneth went off. Shared table with eileen, camilia and haziq. Chit chatted lots of stuff. And also yesterday night debrief joke. Hahas! Went off around 3plus 4. Dad came and fetch me home.
Shall upload photo later.

I MISS SYNERGY CAMP LOTS!!!

2009-06-18T23:10:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone! I m back from camp. Eagles is fun but tiring. Enjoy so much fun and the EAGLES are all sec4NA. Bonding together as one, pull us together much closer than before. Sleeping late in the night, orchestra sounds created by the CARE teachers and also lame stories and jokes too! Listening to miss fann story of the green ping pong ball and many of us wasted 14mins of our lives. And mr faiz ask us questions that we actually believe in him and wasted 20plus mins for our lives. Hahas.

Game preparation were fun and also 3400plus water bombs though we didnt hit the target but managed to hit the target that was made in last Anderson Camp. And we also had our first time round eagles cheer.
Go like eagles, go go.
Fight like eagles, fight fight.
Go like eagles, fight like eagles,
all the rest can go fly kite.
Fly kite, fly kite,
all the rest can go fly fight.
Fly kite, fly kite,
later kanna lightning strike.
BOOOOM!!!!

And last day mr taufik made a video for us. Really very touched. And also mr nick and ben who bought chocolate and pudding for us. CARE teachers, facils and campers to make this camp a possible and sucessful one.

Off to camp tmrw again, being as student leader. Wish me good luck.

2009-06-13T18:56:00.004+08:00

Holding onto

Has been going back to school for dnt these days.
9JUNE
Went out with Siyuan, Tinghe, Brandon, Jiahua, Zhicai, Pingpong, Qinquan, Chikiat, Hongjian,Yeekeat, Nicholas, Jessin, Samantha and Camilia. Meet up and bused to suntec. Siyuan sang in the bus making many people listen to earphone that shows how good his singing were. Reached there walk all the way to sakae to eat. Then went over to esplanade. Sat over there and listen to ITE choir sing. Quite nice, though i dun understand some of the song that they sing. Then took group photo and cabbed to hub with Jessin and Sam while Camilia alight home first. Print pictures for SY.

10JUNE
SY say he was going back but in the end saw the wrong date on air ticket is 12 lols. Maybe he can only understand chinese[; went for school for dnt and went central eat long john for lunch with Hongjian, Yeekeat, Chikiat.

12JUNE
Woke up 5plus and went over hub meet Jessin, Sam, Shuwen and Qingli. Cabbed to airport. Took picture with SY and he went in. Went to school for dnt again.

Photos from Sentosa.

For a long time i wonder things shouldn't turn out like this.

2009-06-07T21:57:00.003+08:00

Always be my M.
went to church today. Went home first then went to hub meet Camilia and Jessin. Thought was the last to arrive but siyuan was later than me. Waited till very pekcek. Bused to clarke quay. Camwhored like nobody business. But have lots of fun. Then waited for yeekeat and hongjian to arrive and went to eat la mian, xiao long bao and drank heniken. Then walked over to melion there. Took countless of photo. And then walked to esplanade and to city link. Bought something for SY[; Went over to marina mandrain there and waited for jessin dad to fetch us. Homed at 8.45pm. Took 88photos in jessin camera today, if counting the ones in phone maybe 100plus. Photo will upload later. Off to eat pizza.

Didnt went to cousin house today];
Having dnt tmrw. Dun feel like going.

2009-06-06T16:40:00.005+08:00

My Power of Will

Yesterday of indeed a tiring day for me. Woke up pretty late that i miss my maths remedial but at least i attended the remaining ones. After dnt, rushed homed. Didnt realised that i walk pass piggy till he messaged me. His backview changed hahas.

Prepared and bused to meet Jessin and Cynthia. Then bused to Hougang mrt meet Aihui and Sam. Trained to Harbourfront. Walked around and went to meet them. Took a tram in and went to palawan beach. Around 8plus bused to Harbourfront centre eat and homed at 11plus. Went over to meet Jon at void deck, chit chatted and homed 12.30pm. Took many photos but in sam phone.

photos on 2JUNE.

2009-06-04T20:48:00.002+08:00

Forgiving

2JUNE
Around 6plus met shuwen and walk around hub. Then Sam and Cynthia arrive. Waited for Adrian and Jessin to arrive and went to food junction eat. Went to interchange meet kwek and cherbeng. Then waited for the guys. Bused to airport. Reach there around 9plus. Then 10plus 11, bused back to amk. Reached busstop around 12plus. Bought mac and went homed. Homed 12.40pm. Photos with Jessin! Gonna grab it from her soon[;

3JUNE
Was late for remedial for 50mins. Siyuan join us for remedial. Then bused homed. Rested and went to Emily Hill. Luckily L's friend drove us there. Chit chatted and L's friend drive us home again. Thanks[;

4JUNE
As usual went for remedial today. Then went over to hub w chikiat they all. Sat at the busstop for such a long time. Asking so many weird question rooster[; Went over to Sticky rice for late lunch with Camilia. Bused homed.

Sentosa tmrw?

2009-06-01T23:20:00.004+08:00

Just a dot.

Its holiday. But it doesnt seems holiday more like school day. Going back today, 3-5, 15-21, 22 and 24. And our class won tug of war and also congrats to those class who won. Life to me last week was horrible, almost landed in the coffin. Some people knew especially monkey. Had a big problem, seriously thinking i wonder why nowadays some people attitude really sucks. Let you blame on me. For now, ignoring all messages, calls and your face is the best choice. Stopping you and myself from getting more scoldings from those freaking father. How many sorry do you want to say it again and again. Let me have some peace. Maybe 1 day i will forgive you and that will depends on my mood. Anyway, thanks monkey for hearing my nonsense. Thanks[;

O levels for today was just horrible. Chinese paper 1 was alright, was able to understand and wrote 3pages long for newspaper topic. However, my paper 2 sucks. I think i gonna fail paper 2. Anyway i have 3 more chances to go. After school went over to canteen sit and use com. After that i went dnt alone]; but managed to finish my material list and measurements.(FINALLY) after that went over to hub eat and watched dance subaru w jessin, cynthia, shuwen, joywe and kahyan. The show is dam nice packed with people. (HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!) Its quite touching too almost teared. Both sitting beside me teared hahas. Waited for kahyan bus to arrived and bused homed. So paiseh today! So many peoplr know my name already. So weird people shouted my name so loud that i dare not turn back. bused homed 8.30pm.

siyuan coming back tmrw 8pm[;

"Nothing we can do change the past, but everything we do changes the future."

2009-05-27T12:06:00.002+08:00

didnt went to school today.
going for dnt later[;

2009-05-23T23:41:00.002+08:00

I wonder why i always take things for granted.
Even when i know its time to treasure, i am still like this.

2009-05-22T21:11:00.002+08:00

Staring in the air

have not been updating my blog for a long time.
shall wish the following people happy belated birthday.
-Kunyan(05MAY)
-Maxamilian(12MAY)
-Myself(13MAY)
-Dave(18MAY)
And happy birthday to eileen in advance on 26MAY.

summarise the month of may.
Can say a tired month for the month of may. Many exams and remedial to attend. And spending time going out at night tired me out though was great. And this week there is captain ball. Our class finally made in to finals after beating 4/1 and 4/4. In the same time, we also got into final in the tug of war. 4/7 go go lets do our very best to clinch champion! And for this week Monday to Thursday, our class have elective module. Most of the girls have dance chreography in our class. First 2days was quite boring, so didnt bother to do well. But for the rest of the day, we did concentrate learning. Finally is the last day, we dance all we have learn and took a video of it. Though many of us dance not that nice, at least we have fun dancing. United as one body, showcasing everything in a team. Got back all the test paper already. Results were disappointing! Having chinese remedial also. Must work hard to score well in o lvl on 1June.

Got back my dnt paper. Was so super shocking for my result that i passed. Got top with zhicai and chikiat. But haven add in overall yet so i think result will not be that well.Mr Ang came in today to talk about things. Then he caught my skirt again. He is always catching my one, some people skirt like mini skirt also never catch. Painted class flag today. Had so much fun doing, but kanna paint on my leg hand. Like a pinky big birth mark.
Here are the results i got. some are overall some are not.
English: 44/100 (overall)
Maths: 46/100 (overall)
Chinese: 55/100 (overall)
Chemistry: 50/100 (overall)
Physics: 14/45
History: 29/50
Social Studies: 21/50
Design and technology: 49/70

Out of 8subjects; passed 4, failed 4. Total disappointed. Work hard for n lvl!

Some videos and photos for this month have not been upload. Upload when i m free.
Off to meet J.

2009-05-01T21:01:00.003+08:00

J's

April month had ended.
And time passes so fast.
Chinese O lvl is next month, a month more to go.
My preparation for it isnt much.
The month of april isnt a easy month for me.
Went through so much remedial that stresses me.
yesterday stayed back in school have oral and dnt.
after that went over to canteen to study.
went opp to buy food.
had a hard time bringing it in and we bring it in through indoor court.
after that qingli and cam went home.
continue study with aihui.
stayed till 7plus.
thought the school was close as the gate was close and almost everybody left.
then 1cleaner walk pass.
was shocked after that then bused homed.
homed 7.45pm.
Stayed at home for studying today.

真希望全世界都停了点

2009-04-24T18:52:00.003+08:00

Fatigued

many ppl birthday was the past few days.
20April
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINGEN

21April
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE
had not update my blog for many days.
tired of school days.
got back my history paper few days ago.
got 9/13. first time since i got such a good grade.
top5. i must continue to work hard to pass my humanities in SA1.
spend my weeks having a full schedule of remedial.
lesson was pretty tired today though there is no remedial in the afternoon.
oh well maybe i should just go out later to buy present[;
&i have to spend my weekend rushing my n lvl project.
SA1 is just next week.
curry puff, you better dont say it[;

is JLSF not JLSF?
the answer that was searching for is made known.
i know it.

2009-04-13T16:53:00.001+08:00

Gave up

went home during recess today.
didnt take physcis test and napfa test today.
Good luck to those who are running[;

2009-04-12T23:04:00.002+08:00

Meaningless.

suddenly feel like closing my blog.
felt no meaning for blogging.
tmrw is monday and napfa 2.4test too.
i dun feel like running.

the first word came into my mind is meaningless.

2009-04-10T19:02:00.004+08:00

Simply you

It's Good Friday. Didnt go church today.
Mood has not been well. Kept going home these few days.

Yesterday
Lesson as usual.
After school went for remedial at Andtech.
After that went back to class play psp and watch money not enough.
went opp eat w brandon chikiat yongrui yeekeat sam and cam.
after that some went off.
chitkiat yongrui cam and me went back class find tinghe.
then played zhong ji mi ma w them.
yongrui;tinghe;fuing kanna[;
cabbed homed w yongrui&chikiat.
prepared&changed went to chompchomp eat w mum, dad and jianlin.
After that dad drove me and jianlin to meet our friend.
went to fort canning meet L.
walk around there.
went to a cafe and chat.
waited for dad to fetch.
homed together.
chatted w her till 3plus.

Today
Did some cooking skills w L.
After that she left.
Meeting her later?

Do i believe in it?
If so 5more days.
Maybe i dont have courage.

2009-04-06T21:49:00.002+08:00

Your tender arms

morning was kanna scared by cockroach.
shouted abit and is embarassing.
first period was maths.
after that 2hours of dnt.
chit chatted and look through the pass n lvl ppl project.
recess.
chinese mr kam was not here and no more nagging.
went over to toliet played psp[;
english mr smith was reading the passage for so long that almost everyone fell asleep
and when he suddenly ask question some ppl woke up and give a blur face.
class test was ss.
wrote 1page long and hope that i will pass.
after school stayed in class and went over to indoor court and chat.
homed 7.05pm.

it wasnt the same feeling anymore.
i sense a moment of strangeness.

2009-04-04T23:03:00.004+08:00

What about forever?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR NG WEIDA[;
yesterday
first lesson was dnt.
mr sim said that ppl who late for dnt extra lesson will be reported to ang!
fine i m one of them.
chinese lesson after that.
was so %!./`!@#$%%^&*:"
we needed time from dnt to walk back to class.
expect us reach in 2mins after bell rang.
hard! finding fault with us and kept saying pissed off!
I pissed off too.
stand for 1hour lesson again.
after that english dunno how to do summary so chit chatted with adrian.
maths played some lame games with camilia. hahas so funn.
CI went to hall for the 933 thing.
and 4/6 & 4/7 need to stay back to watch the chinese dance.
they dance quite well. just that saw a few ppl keep droping the san zi.
after school cabbed homed.
bathe&prepared trained down to bishan find L.
went to find L's friend jaferson[idk how to spell his name].
then trained to vivo had our dinner.
went up there sit awhile and chit chatted.
peiied L and jaferson to mt fabar.
and i went aside to play psp.
was alone for an hour plus
like some retarded person and i saw a guy proposing to a girl!
its looks romantic.
after an hour plus went over find them.
[shall not talk about it as it is privacy. Shall be a secret in my, her,his heart]
jaferson went off.
started chatting w L there as we enjoy the environment.
chit chatted and we both started ....
didnt know we chatted for hours and went off at 2plus.
call a cab up and cost alot!
cabbed homed. she came over my house as she doesnt want to go home.
so bathed and continued our chat from 5plus to 8plus.
both of us were so engrossed in our talks that we did not feel tired at all.
this was my first tyme like this.
slept at 9plus to 12plus.
woke up prepared. 1plus sent her to mrt station and went tution.
flagday photos.

steamboat + bbq at tuft city.
[sorry for some of the blur pics as it is taken in shaky bus]

MY(L)
the talk for 7hours was really great.
it brought us together more closely.
cheer up my girl! we will help each other solve the problem together.

2009-04-02T22:08:00.004+08:00

Finally again

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANAEL COUSIN.
went school as usual.
first period was cme..
and half of the class was kanna lecture by teacher.
stand there for an hour and scolded almost everyone of us.
i was caught for my nails.
and he check everyone's nail!!
everyone of us were tiring.
english after that.
read papers and noticed that there was a article on ladies lot!
physcis did filing but was busy talking away.
recess stayed in class.
maths did probability on tree graph and the graph line.
sse did filing for history and i got all the worksheet.
this was my first tyme having a humanity file.
chemistry went to lab did experiment but was abit tired to do so did only 2.
was dismiss late.
after school went opp eat and went to dnt.
mr sim copied down our name and wrote it down and say wanted to pass it to mr ang.
after that went back to class and to canteen.
chit chatted with shuwen kunyan joywe and camilia.
back class at 5pm.
homed 6.15pm.
saw jonathan at 634 today.
was so shocked that the whole group of ppl shouted for my name.
went homed bathed and went over to cousin house for dinner.
they cater buffet.
waited for the cutting of cake and jianlin and i went off as we were extremely tired.
chatted with jonathan on the fone on the way home[;
napfa test is just next next week!
pray hard that i will pass.

saw A today,
it have been a week since i last saw him.
thats great.
i think God is answering my prayer[;

2009-04-01T21:50:00.003+08:00

Loss of words

Its April Fool Day!
went in front to take certificate.
chemistry: learning periodic table.
maths: did probability.
chinese: mr kam came for the first few mins and gave us zuo ye to do.
recess
sse: filing ss file.
english: mrs wallace not here. was chatting all the way with eileen.
after school stay back did zuo ye and cabbed homed 3.20pm

someone actually fool me with such a shocking thing.
luckily i didnt believe it as it is impossible for him to say this.
&i fool back him too!

wasnt meant to be.

2009-03-30T19:16:00.002+08:00

was late for school today.
first period was maths and mr haw is not here again.
dnt after that.
had checkup during the middle of dnt lesson.
so it ended during recess time.
chinese when through zuo ye.
english had some test but didnt bother to do it too tired so slept.
and mrs wallace came and say she wanted to call my parent.
let her be. i don care.
felt irritated.
ss test was source based question.
after school immediately bused homed.
had tution from 3-5pm.

seal it around my heart

2009-03-29T21:41:00.003+08:00

Changed in routine

went for sao mu this morning.
woke up 3plus 4.
prepared and went to mandai.
went to block E first.
then 7plus to block B.
saw some familiar faces.
traffic jam on the way out.
homed at 9.15am.
slept for 5hours plus.
and message M.
play psp and study awhile.
Having a bad headache again.
My fever is back.
Hope that i will be able to go to school tmrw.
SS test tmrw.

Love has no reason.
If you love someone,
you are unable to find think a reason of it.

2009-03-28T23:33:00.003+08:00

Tiredness to forgetfulness

back from tuft city few mins ago.
what a busy day i have today!
morning woke up 8plus went for flag day.
waited for aihui and qingli to arrive.
luckily i wasnt the last one[;
trained to city hall and walked to suntec.
walk around inside after that.
shuwen wanted buy wallet so trained to bugis to get her wallet.
&my wallet and psp kanna my own hot chocolate.
then trained back to amk return the thing.
trained back homed after that.
prepared and went to church.
5.45pm left and meet up with camilia at tpy.
waited for ppl to arrive, i thought i was the latest.
then waited for the free shuttle bus for a long time.
leon shuwen camilia and me went there first to find place.
planned to wait for them but we cnt take it so pay and take food first.
yongrui brandon aihui arrive.
started eating till 9plus.
take group foto and went off with camilia and shuwen.
leon came with us after that.
funny things..
trained back to amk.
and went i was in bus i miss my stop!!!
homed 11.10pm.
shall go to sleep nowas i have to wake up 4.45pm!!!
going mandai tmrw.
3/6&3/7 bbq

School time

2009-03-27T22:07:00.002+08:00

school was usual.
zhicai finally came school today.
it have been long time since i saw him in bbq.
early morning mrs walace collected our ez link card.
then lesson usual.
after school waited in class to collect.
2 went to collect and went opp eat.
went back to skool and slack at 3/7 classroom.
sat there till 4plus went back to class.
chit chatted and went off at 6.30pm.
bused homed.

You gave me the gift that is rare.

2009-03-26T22:10:00.004+08:00

Undefined, unlimited

1st batch of photos for the bbq.
Today school was usual.
Shall not talk about it as it still the same old thing
after school went opp eat.
then 2.
went off for cip.
sat bus to blk 549.
our group consist of me, aihui, shuwen, qingli, adrian, marc, leon, bryan and davis
girl went to lvl2-8 while the guys 9-16.
we finish in a 20mins time.
sat downstairs played psp and chatted.
marc bought us a ice pop then the water burst out.
wth!!
played with the water machine.(Lame alright[;)
then waited for the newspaper to load.
by the time it finish 3.15pm.
slacked at void deck.
&camwhored.
went back skool talk.
went off 6.15pm.
went find mum at bishan.
&bought a school shoe and a dress.
ate the hongkong food thing.
went to cotton on after that.
trained homed 9pm.

Can you be mine?

2009-03-25T21:22:00.003+08:00

Similarity&Differences

Down with a flu and a sore throat.
&headache is killing me.
school was usual.
mr haw is still not in school.
after school cabbed home.
sorry camilia for not going to support you.

gdjtfingjsnanjhceihwjlsng(L)

2009-03-24T22:16:00.003+08:00

Searching aimlessly.

monday
first day of school and there was no class test.
timetable changed.
first period was maths and mr haw didnt come.
first half of the lesson was talking and the other half miss ng came in.
2hrs of dnt was so boringggg.
hope that my design can be approved.
chinese have cheng yu ting xie.
then teacher tore away some of the papers as there were many blanks.
luckily mine was not tore.
english a new teacher came in mr smith.
after school cabbed down to pizza hut with aihui and camilia.
then yongrui john they all came in a big group.
went back to school w tinghe aihui and camilia after eating.
sat at indoor sport hall chit chatting.
went back class rested and did some work.
took back my psp from mrs poh[;
bused to thomson plaza.
reached there 7pm.
went to find mum and bought the english book.
reached homed 8.15pm.

Today
second day of school was totally tired.
first period physcis and mr ng is not here.
second period was pe.
walked 1round inside school and went to hall for the sit and reach.
english after that.
chemistry ms yep came in.
our new chem teacher currently know as "mrs ng"
maths mr haw is absent again.
history did not concentrate in class at all.
after school went opp eat.
and was disrupted by noises.
then went back class.
slept for awhile.
went off.
cabbed homed with brandon.
thanks brandon for the cab[;
Camilia good luck in your loser match tmrw.

After saying everything out to you, i think its really different.

2009-03-22T19:38:00.002+08:00

Over

school is going to open tmrw.
and i have some homework left[;
shall post in details for yesterday 3/6&3/7'08 bbq.
meet up w camilia max and cheehon.
bused 86 there. alight at the wrong stop and walk for 2busstop.
sorry guys.
we were the first to arrive and sat outside.
brandon came and bring those stuff.
aihui they all came.
then started preparing.
helped abit out with it.
started eating at 7plus 8.
chit chatted and camwhored.
homed 11.15pm.
those who went there were grace, jessin, aihui, camilia, mingen, eileen, vari, jieqin, cheehon, maximilian, john, yongrui, nicholas, senwee, brandon, tinghe, zhicai, bryan, davis, leon, mr jerry, mr thomas, mr ben, mr faris and lastly me!

2009-03-21T23:59:00.003+08:00

Just came back from bbq not long ago.
Was funn.
shall post in details tmrw.
stay tune to many photos.
watching some detective show is nice.
it was introduced by a friend.
PI LI MIT, i think it was shown quite long ago.

2009-03-18T23:12:00.003+08:00

Changed

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIGGY[;
okay, i just found out that my post is rather short nowadays.
i think i doesnt have the mood to blog anymore.
as i felt that feelings should be kept in heart better.
oh well, tuesday went back to school for march games.
our class lost to it, its okay though we lost but in our heart we win.
after that stayed at indoor sport hall there sleep.
was lying beside adrian.
and he slept like a _ _ _.
i think cam knows what is it yeah.
then did some dnt work.
went opposite eat w joywe shuwen and cam.
bused homed.
&today was such a tiring day indeed.
mum woke me up in the morning and ask me to pei her to aunt house.
so went aunt house.
ate there and found out that i was going out at late afternoon.
so immediately went back.
took a short nap, prepared and trained to novena.
ate at japan village.
then after eating walked to udders.
have lots of fun there.
drawings.
kept within 4walls[;
gerry eunice and becky rushed homed.
trained homed with shuli.
went i was on my way back a guy told me that i dressed like his friend.
and i was stunned, he was so random.
homed 10.30pm.

2009-03-16T21:58:00.002+08:00

Mysterious feeling

holiday's monday was just normal.
went to school to study.
meet M at school gate and went library study.
Mr leow came.
Managed to finish most of my homework.
Walked to mrt and bused homed.

My life is horrible.
Normal routine.

2009-03-14T23:48:00.003+08:00

dsfjimbheidosaceomtejdtiache
Just came back from a ride out with a friend.
mood wasnt really well.
drove all the way to East Coast to have a soft drink and chat.
Then drive around and homed.

It doesnt help at all.
No matter how much i put out the fire
the flame is still burning.

2009-03-13T23:54:00.005+08:00

Unusual feeling

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEON CHUA!
today was cross country day.
meet up with jessin qingli aihui joywe zhicai cynthia sean at hub.
bused there around 7plus.
last the 2nd last batch to run.
ran for most of it though is tiring.
then walked down to the road take cab.
was snatching the cab with 2monkeys.
then went to j8 eat mac.
grace sam and her neighbour went off.
then went around walk walk.
bused homed.
slept from 3-5pm.
woke up decided to go for bbq.
prepared with the fastest speed 30mins.
trained to amk meet cam jessin davis.
kiuyan arrived after awhile.
saw tiancheng, maximilian foo and cheehon.
spend 45mins waiting for qingli.
trained to serangoon.
went to the condo there for it.
sat around and talk.
eat abit and went to lvl1 w yk,sam,kiuyan,ck.
saw brandon and yr sitting there.
sat there play 1round true or dare.
jessin did some funny things.
10plus jessin dad came and fetch 8of us.
was 2nd last to get off.
homed 11.20pm.

going our for supper!

2009-03-12T22:13:00.002+08:00

had cme for the first period
dnt go through worksheet.
chinese did gong han.
recess
english had reading test.
maths teacher was not teaching as many people were not in class.
&mrs poh walk pass our class and confiscate my psp.
ADRIAN!!
history went to mac lab to do worksheet.
after school went opp eat.
went back to school for dnt and chinese.
homed w brandon
my homework is piling up!
stress...

cross country tmrw.
going out tmrw[;

2009-03-11T21:21:00.004+08:00

♥MNBT0BC81
Yesterday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIANFU

today.
school was normal.
maths failed overall.
whole class only 2 person pass.
pathetic.
comb science managed to pass.
cabbed to east coast immediately after school to meet J.

I m a human being not a robot.
I have feelings.
From every human being there rises a light that reaches straight from heaven,
and when two souls that are destined to be together find each other,
the streams of light flow together and a single brighter light goes forth from that united being.

2009-03-08T19:30:00.003+08:00

Not looking behind anymore

Yesterday.
went tution from 2 to 5.15pm.
JH came my house and downloaded somethings.
ate dinner at homed and prepared to meet up with L at bishan.
trained to orchard waited for J.
cabbed down to clarke quay to meet his friend.
walked to esplanade w them.
ate supper together and J and his friend went off.
sat there chatting as we werent that close.
after much chit chatting.
we have something in common.
shall write it in http://myhearthealer.blogspot.com
then walked to clarke quay's one of the bridge and stand there talking again.
homed 2plus going 3.

2009-03-06T20:02:00.003+08:00

first lesson was chemistry did not listen to teacher talking.
maths after that.
physics free period.
recess.
english free period and a lame teacher came in and joke with us.
those japanese people came in.
monkey came in and shouted baka.
then ci was boring.
after skool stayed in class played.
reached homed 5.30pm.
&finally uncle is taking back the condo.

time flies.
recapped a year ago,
i once hated you alot just dont know why.
but feeling is back here again.
i hate myself for being like this.
i wish i could forget.
loving you was tiring.

2009-03-04T20:36:00.002+08:00

Screwed

Life is totally screw up.
Mood swings again.

Presence is more than just being there.

2009-03-02T21:31:00.004+08:00

Happiness is worth waiting for

How i wish there is a kind of medicine that forget all sorrows.
Emotional breakdown.
I kept asking myself why i am always like this.
Why does my mind keep on like this.
Your name keep on flashing on my mind.
I hate myself.

Having a talk with a friend.
Hope that my mood will be better all tmrw will be a bad day for me.

&i love you x999999999999999999999 times forever.

2009-02-27T20:57:00.004+08:00

Total mess created

School was quite slack but tiring today. After school stayed in class played psp as usual again. Did some homework and filing. Went top vari nice eat w qingli aihui tinghe chikiat yongrui and brandon. Then walked back to school take book. Bus homed with brandon.

Oh ya. I still remember last year's today was Mas Selemat escaped. Time flies its already a year.

Once again that big mess was finally created. I knew that day will come but is too fast that i am unable to handle. My mind was total in a mess. What should i do? I think i am not going out this weekend. Staying at home to keep all things from getting worst.
And i rally love you

2009-02-26T21:15:00.005+08:00

Irreplaceable love

Cme lesson saw a quote on the paper. " Nothing we can do change the past, but everything we do changes the future."

Had maths test today.
It was quite hard and i think i will flunk my test.
Circle properties have to remember those reason it totally sucks.
After school stayed in class played psp.
Then went to the busstop waited for bus.
When bus is arriving, someone message us say it was cancel.
Luckily, we didnt board the bus.
Stayed in class played psp again.
5plus went opposite eat and went homed.

Even if time could rewind,
i will still choose to know you, to love you.
I kept asking myself countless of times why do i love you or what i love about you.
I still unable to find out the reason why.
Is this just a moment of it?
But it has been for a long time.
Loving you is easy, forgetting you is much more harder.

2009-02-25T21:25:00.004+08:00

my nerve system is going to break down

reached school quite early today.
physics lesson was busy playing psp for the first half of the lesson.
then chit chat with yongrui.
after school stayed in class play DJ max.
VS with a lot of people.
then went opposite eat.
and started to rain heavily and the wind is so strong.
Davis brandon tinghe joined us.
And they were busy playing psp.
Hahas.
Samantha came and brought umbrella for us.
I was not that wet after all.
Stayed in class study awhile and rest.
homed 7pm.
&when i was on my way out of school
saw a beautiful rainbow.

2009-02-24T21:25:00.002+08:00

You are always on my mind
wasnt feeling well today.
reached skool and my stomachache is killing me.
and i felt like vomitting.
2hr dnt class was normal and the pain is not gone.
went to toliet and vomit out.
finally much better.
maths mr how was on leave for 2weeks
and our maths class is combine.
recess stayed in class played psp.
english did some preposition thing.
history didnt concentrate much.
was early for EFL.
but today ended very late.
went opp eat.
then went give pamphlet.
and went back to skool rest.
homed at 6.30pm

2009-02-23T20:40:00.002+08:00

reached skool just in time for flag raising.
first lesson was english and teacher keep nagigng and nagging.
pe after that.
went to the gym then have to walk 1round.
history after that.
teach and do self revision.
recess stayed in class.
maths did not concentrate much.
chinese did zuo wen but was busy chatting.
had history paper.
i m sure i will flunk my history.
went to mac eat.
then cabbed back to skool.
studied with 2M.
i was kanna bullied by them]:
homed 7.30pm

2009-02-22T18:57:00.002+08:00

A Tiring Weekend.
Went out w Jonathan; Jianlin and Kimberly last night.
talked and drank.
stayed over at 2nd home and saw someone i dun wish to see.
talk to him everything i can say for like 3hours.
thanks for it, what you given me is enough already.
saving money for my psp[;
then after that bused homed.
reached homed 8plus.
sat awhile in the living room wanted to fall asleep.
&dad wanted me to accompany him to hospital see close relative.
so no choice prepared and went there.
sat there and wanted to fall asleep but a friend call and chatted w her.
went off and had lunch at amk.
then went over to cousin place and take somethings.
sat there and doze off for like an hour
homed 4plus.
for the pass 33hours i only slept 1hour.
off to study for an hour and sleep.

&S. H. M. I. L. Y

2009-02-21T22:47:00.003+08:00

shall post a short post as i m going out at 11pm.
had tution the whole day.
stressness reached beyond limit.
&i m going out to relieve my stress!
using an excuse of peiing cousin to his house as an excuse as he is staying at my house
finally i can meet jonathan in the night.
Healthy drink yeah!
I want to buy psp suddenly!

iloveyou.
That love of force is more formidable than any other. It is invisible-it cannot be seen or measured-yet is powerful enough to transform you in a moment, and offer you more joy than any material possession ever could.

2009-02-19T22:02:00.002+08:00

was almost late for skool today again.
flag raising heard some ppl name called out,
luckily not me i improve alot since last year!
first period cme.
our class was seperated by half.
the class that i m in were all chinese.
went L2.
dnt go thru test paper.
failed as usual as i weak in theroy 8/30.
chinese after that.
teacher leucture us for like 20mins.
then he expect us to copy the compo by 10mins.
recess for the day is gone, and i was in hunger.
english after that.
&teacher was dam irritating again.
as usual she said if you dont do you will be sent to the hw club.
what the hell!
maths after that.
& i was in hunger didnt manage to concentrate in class,
was playing psp and talking.
ss extra lesson was like 15mins.
after skool cabbed to pizza hut had our lunch.
ate like 13bucks.
walked back to skool.
study awhile, play psp and study again.
homed at 6.30pm.

2009-02-18T19:46:00.004+08:00

I love the way you are

was almost late for skool in the morning,
luckily i chased for the bus.
first lesson was english
did summary.
second lesson maths.
was doing my work.
and some ahem keep distracting me.
chinese after that had some test.
quite hard i dun even no how to do.
i bet i will fail.
recess
ss after that,
had retest too! and most importantly i dunno how to do.
2test in a day.
my brain gonna burst.
chemistry did some work and went lab collect our crystal.
nice yeah!
after skool stayed in class awhile
saw zhiyong and remind dao he owe me present
then cabbed home.

I love you more than anything else.
If time would rewind,
i will still choose to know you.
Though many people ask why i like you,
i said i love your everything.

2009-02-17T22:30:00.003+08:00

Life was pretty normal

chit chatted with senwee in the bus.
talk alot of things[;
lesson as per normal.
first 2hours was dnt.
was pretty boring for the first hour
wanted to get sleep but unable.
as usual teacher say rules apply.
luckily didnt managed to fall asleep but talked w ppl around me.
after that another hour went computer lab print photos.
managed to print 7pages of photo.
maths was alright.
listened in class and did those work as i knew how to do.
slept for like last 10mins.
recess.
english was extremely boring,
and i hate her today.
she is extremely irritating today.
got scolding from her and threatened me if nbr do work you will be the first one to be sent for homework club.
i was like -.-
let her be i dun care anymore.
ss was alright go through corrections.
physcis mr ng never come.
so another mr ng will be coming to relief for then next 2week.
i gonna miss mr ng lesson!!
pei them went opp eat.
had pratical for chem.
funnn and took pictures.
did the same experiment as last year but its okay.
i enjoyed it. photos too.
but i lazy to upload.
1day i will try to upload all at once.
maths was boring.
walked to busstop w brandon and chit chatted.
homed at 6.50pm.

2009-02-16T22:12:00.003+08:00

It arent that simple

planned to meet someone but that person slept late.
so have to walk to skool alone.
breathless and hot in the morning.
skool as per normal.
1st period was english,
slept during her lesson as i was having headache.
&i think i msg you the msg i shouldnt sent.
hope it wont affect anything.
2nd period was pe but ms ho never come so is free period,
played and chit chatted.
3rd period was history,
went to the humans room.
aircon[;
recess
after tat was maths,
concentrate in class as i have the mood to study.
chinese was sitting there talking as i have no correction.
Chemistry test was alright,
hope that i m able to pass as i did revise for it.
had some briefing on n lvl.
went opp eat after skool.
and it started raining.
turning extremely wet.
studied in class with tinghe camilia qingli and aihui.
homed 7pm.
went homed bath&changed went off to 2nd house to meet agent.
that lady was like grumbling the price is too high.
but it is resonable lol. It is specially renovated by some professional and designers.
dun wan buy it shoo off.

i was totally shocked that i have that guts to say out. It have been inside my heart for like months. Ya its true. Hope it doesnt affect much. If it is, sorry then.

2009-02-14T13:19:00.003+08:00

Happy Valentine Day!
today is valentine day and i m not going out.
pathetic?
appointment w cousin last min cancel.
and this year is my year in secondary skool having valentine day alone.
shall blog bout yesterday.
my mood was pretty good.
&had 3hours studying after skool.
thanks M for entertaining me or else i will be bored to death w no messages.
everything drifted.
bestfriend and friend.
played true or dare w kiacher and aihui
paiseh to those whom we called to say i love you.
those werent true okay.
believe it or not up to you.
homed at 7.35pm.

dedications time.
Specially for Jonathan f.boyfriend
Thanks for caring me. I believe you so we shared secrets together. But what you did that day was very shocked to me. How could you say this thing. What i want to do is up to me. You should be support my side and understand me. But you stand on his side. I m totally disappointed. What i want to do is not related to him. Why do you want to bring it out? What you want to say up to you la. You want to take it as i like him jiu take bah. I dun care anymore.
To the one that helped me most
Thanks for taking care of me those months we have been together. Being with you, is happy. Love was really lost to me till i met you. You told me lots of thing that is really unbelievable. But there is 1 thing that has beaten me. You should know what is it. You tried so hard but still no avail. Maybe, we are not meant. If we knew each other earlier, everything will sure goes well. Anyway, thanks for the memories. Those memories were really meaningful. 1month to 6month, japan and that house. I will make everything clear real soon. Sorry about it, we really cant go back. I love someone already.

2009-02-12T22:37:00.002+08:00

I hate life.
Pretty moodless nowadays.
Why is everybody ignoring me?
Am i that annoying.
quarrels and ignores i hate it.
Who i love is up to myself,
you have no rights to tell me.
The more you telling me not to do,
the more i gonna do.
&Fcuk life; it sucks
slept for cme and i dream for you.
then went for dnt at com lab
only printed 3photos.
chinese after that did tian xie han zi
was a long tyme since i have done it but i failed.
recess.
english had reading period.
maths played psp.
principal walk pass and confiscate 2ppl belongings.
lucky not the psp i playing[;
ss after that concentrate in class but was pretty noisy.
and got back history paper i got 10/24.
first tyme i got such a mark that is nearing passing though i fail.
after skool was kanna caught by mr ang for everything.
mood when down.
moodless after that.
had dnt and chinese remedial.
then 4plus going 5.
cabbed w shuwen to far east flora.
bought roses at cheap prices.
went novena walk around buy things.
homed at 7pm.

shine like a sunshine, be my valentine.

2009-02-11T22:27:00.004+08:00

Mum came skool today due to some problems.
missed half of english lesson was great.
No valentine eve for me.
Its a horrible day.
lesson usual.
after skool stayed in class to do things.
4plus went opp buy food eat.
chit chatted w tinghe brandon chikiat and aihui till 6plus.
went to find shuwen.
then she came my house eat.
did some art and craft.
she went home around 9plus.

iloveyou.
i wish dont wish you to ignore me.
that feeling is horrible.

2009-02-09T20:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIYUANNNN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.

2009-02-08T22:16:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHN[;

was back from acupuncture.
i swear is very painful will never every do it again.
today went to church and rush homed to changed.
prepared and went to busstop to wait for jessin dad to fetch.
then went compass point shop around.
walked to sam house.
reach there and almost everybody arrive.
went sam room wrap present.
chit chat around.
and time to sing happy birthday song.
went in and call him.
abit shock i think.
ate birthday cake and sparkling drink after tat.
5.30 cabbed home with brandon yongrui and cam.
brandon house is so big and nice.
goshhh. what the...

2009-02-06T20:59:00.004+08:00

Long time since i was at home friday nights.
Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow will be at home.
I miss my weekend night life.
I wanted that back a million lots.
Was grounded at home now and no more healthy drink.
But it okay, it for my own good.
I gonna aim high and get good grades for my N lvl.
And my night life will be back.

Today met shuwen and walked to skool.
lessons was usual and lucky didnt fall asleep.
skool was suppose to end 12.40.
but listened to principal talk bout O lvl thing.
after skool did some chemistry work.
and went met up with M.
M was complaining that busstop was far.
bused to marymount there.
wanted to find something for someone special during special day.
then found it.
bused to novena walk walk.
went to mph read books.
suan M but in the end suaning myself.
lols.
shopped[;
then later trained homed.
reached home 4.45pm.
photos tmrw.

currently my life really sucks to the core.

2009-02-05T20:29:00.002+08:00

I hate life; it really sucks.
meetup with M at amk mrt.
thanks for the waiting due to mood swings.
walk to skool and chatted.
then went to the canteen and talk.
had abit of reading while he eat.
weird? he is only the one who is eating in the morning.
flag raising.
lessons were normal.
after skool stayed out of the class and chatted.
M came and distubed.
chat till like 4plus.
went opp eat and then went outside club room study awhile.
then homed 6.30pm.

I m sick of life.
Felt that i live for nothing.
Everything seems plain to me now.

2009-02-04T21:32:00.004+08:00

No comments; no mood
lost in total words.
regretted in the whole life.
hope everything will be fine.

CHUA JIA HUI IS GONE;DEAD.

2009-02-03T22:30:00.006+08:00

skool was extremely tiring nowadays.
i m under huge amount of stress.
idk why.
monday changed place and i sat behind.
mood of studying turn zero.
i m trying so hard la.
english and social studies test.
hope ss will pass.
pe was caught for fbt though i sat there doing nth due to leg pain.
after skool went to eat w dear at kfc.
ate then sat at the stage there till 4plus
went popular buy chicken soup.
stayed in there for like an hour plus.
headache started.
bused home.
today
went to find ms ho for the pe short thing.
then went for classes.
after skool had remedial.
tired&headache againn..
cabbed homed at 5.

2009-02-01T21:11:00.002+08:00

lucky jonathan pulled me back or else i will be in the hospital.
friday night was out for a healthy drink.
and went home around 3plus.
on the way walking home
i didnt see a car coming right infront of me.
all thanks to jonathan i m 1piece.
but i kneecap was knock by the side of the car.
it was my fault anyway.

saturday
had a headache in the morning.
sam came over my house around 11plus bainian.
then waited for jessin and cynthia.
play cards around 1plus left tgt to cam house.
reach there 2 and started playing cards
and aihui&co. arrive
then play till 4plus.
went to hub watched love matters w shuwen and qingli
queue up for the lady one but unable to pass.
went to the guy side and manage to buy it.
thank God!
went in and the show is already started!
wth! miss a few mins only la.
watched till 7plus
went to the face shop.
shuwen ledt and aihui came.
bought alot of things around 70plus.
after that trained+walked homed.
conference on my fone w cynthia and jessin from 9plus to 11plus.
then 12plus went out have a healthy drink.
reached home 5plus in the morning.

sunday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IAN LIM.
woke up 8plus in the morning.
&went church.
had chinese new year visitation at peter house at khatib.
stayed till 2.20.
kim,geraldine janael and me went off.
chit chatted w geraldine while walking home.

my leg is hurting and i dun feel like going pe tmrw!
running and running.
had eaten 2painkillers now.
hope that my knee will be fine or i have to see doctor!
i small cup of drink please.

moodless nowadays,
i hate myself why i m like this.
maybe i should not have bother you
a week.

2009-01-30T21:00:00.003+08:00

today is friday and tmrw no skool.
able to wake up late.
went to friends house for a healthy drink.
reached homed early the morning 3am.
then slept from 3.30 to 5.45.
woke up is like 2hr ++ sleeping time.
went skool as usual.
mrs wallace say that i was lucky as i keep talking flag raising.
was like wth!
chemistry was okay,
teacher mic was like making noise extremely noisy.
after that was maths.
play psp for the first half of the lesson
then continue to listen.
physcis was tiring,
slept in the mid of the lesson for 10mins
and continue writing notes.
glad teacher did go fast.
recess.
english forgotton where i putted my book.
locker doesnt have;cubic doesnt have.
hope monday the book will appear automatically
went to library to borrow nook but george wasnt there
so took condemned book instead.
slept awhile mrs poh walk pass.
then ci was about rules so boring.
after skool stayed in class w aihui awhile.
then bused to central.
went pizzahut eat.
saw hafiz&co.
ate around 20bucks.
then went hub walk around.
bought mask;nail polish and fbt.
then homed 5.30pm.

out for a healthy drink soon.
a healthy drink a day, keeps all worries away.
do i love you?

2009-01-29T20:47:00.004+08:00

first period cme was boring.
help friend did hw.
then dnt did the mechanism mindmap.
chinese after that.
recess.
english slept during reading period
but was woken up half way as mrs poh was the outside the class.
continue sleep.
till maths lesson concentrate.
math is getting harder and harder.
ss after that.
i was like talking and talking.
sorry mr yong i will concentrate next lesson[;

after skool
walked w aihui shuwen qingli to mrt.
then later meet up w monkey.
then later shuwen qingli aihui went off.
he brought some dian xin from his house and eat??
hahas
wanted to watch love matters but the queue is long
and is selling fast so decided to watch the wedding game at 3.15pm.
was quite nice as is funny.
then he keep saying i was inside; you also inside okay.
so many monkey toy.
4plus going 5 the show ended.
then went home while he dunno go where[;
reached homed 5.30pm.
out for a drink later w jonathan later.
my heart and mind is in a mess.

sometimes i dunno whether what my heart feels.
i wish everything is simple.

bb sorry i have hurt you today.

2009-01-28T22:06:00.006+08:00

Skool reopen today was boring.
dun feel like listening in class
lesson in class was so boring
but manage to concentrate abit.

wanting to watch love matters.
anybody want to watch?

2009-01-26T15:21:00.004+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!

out for visitation in the morning.
went to bendemer;hougang;amk.
total visited 9ppl?
i think..
was tired and bored.
messaged w monkey and jonathan.
thanks for the entertain.
now at cousin house blogging.

2009-01-25T21:57:00.008+08:00

phots taken this month all up[;

blogging at cousin house after the reunion dinner.
went to church this morning.
then 11 meet up w qingli at hub.
then to ladyfinger do medicure.
sat there for 2hrs doing it.
tiredness; total 70plus bucks?
then went off.
friend's driver came over and fetch me.
went did facial.
then 5plus went to eat reunion dinner at east coast.
brought friend over as many of my cousin brought 1person.
cause parents book 3tables and there is still a few space.
ate till 8plus went off.
then everybody went over to cousin house.
feel like tonning there but cant.

&i fallen deep in love with you again and again.
sometime out there it will grow deeper.

2009-01-24T18:20:00.003+08:00

new year is coming in 2days time.
doesnt have the new year mood at all.
cant rmb what happened this week.
yesteday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDON.
had chemistry.
lesson was so much boring.
test on week5?
3test coming up; dam stress.
white hair growing.
then maths played games.
cny concert saw many ex andersonian.
then after skool went hub pei sam buy things
went j8 eat din tai feng.
after that cam went off find her parents.
while me and qingli went cotton on window shopping.
then went to aussino she bought many things.
then walked arnd cabbed to qingli house.
waited for driver to come and fetch.
went off at 5.30.
did spa till like 7plus.
ate dinner at sakae.
then went to friend house chat.
chatted till 1plus, driver sent me home.

today
woke up 6plus by a call.
bought breakfast to friend house eat.
then 11plus ate lunch.
he sent me to bishan and went off.
meet qingli and shuwen.
went to take tinghe present.
then went popular buy books
ate aljisen.
2lunch? gonna grow fat real soon.
then went to cotton on buy stuff.
had a hard tyme choosing as shuwen keep disturb.
spent 20plus there.
then qingli went body shop buy things.
went to amk there.
wanted to do medicure but alot of ppl.
had a appointment tmrw for medicure w qingli[;
saw tinghe pass him the present.
homed 5.
photos up tmrw!

2009-01-21T21:14:00.003+08:00

hate that fcuking person.
you spoil my day because of this small little thing.
fine make this big?
let it be. i dun care anymore.
you are just making a fool of yourself.
i really hate you to the core
fcuk; trying to ruin my mood my year.
i wont let you have a chance to do it.
freak shit you asshole!

mood swings.
during the day i miss you?
during the night i dream of you?

2009-01-20T20:56:00.003+08:00

yesterday happy 2year with dear!
today happy birthday aftira!
today morning was quite unbelievable.
everything seems so trueeee.
ye you suo si, ye you suo meng.
i dream of you.
iloveyou?

2009-01-18T22:34:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TINGHE.
hey yo!
i m back from projectrice.
unable to describe the tiredness i had now.
energy level 10% left.
i think i will be falling asleep tmrw.
will briefly say it in short method.
as i feel like sleeping now.
just forcing myself to blog.

woke up just in right time all thanks to whatever.
without her call; i will still be sleeping.
her dad came fetch me around 8plus.
then went tpy mrt.
waited for some ppl to arrive.
then went to tpy west cc.
divide into groups.
packing group.
did with grace and sam.
funnn..
then around 1plus.
bought mac for lunch.
then did awhile the packing.
and went distribute rice at 100plus blocks .
partner with pat.
then finally gave out finish around 5plus.
had something so call debrief.
but tmrw still have.
went bishan had dinner.
ate total 117.90[;
then went off.
reached home 8.35.
photos later later.
goodnight going sleep.

Alone i laugh i cry and i reminisce.
I wash away my tears;
i tear away ugly moments;
and your good image will always remain in my heart.
I wish my life could be just so simple
but it cant be help.
No matter how hard i try to laugh
you are still inside my heart.
Maybe i should let it remain perfect.
The past has gone; the new has come.
Thanks for everything.

2009-01-15T21:50:00.005+08:00

2nd batch is up.
was back from the hospital for a visit.
good luck for ur exam tmrw jonathan.

&iloveyou again?

2009-01-13T22:28:00.004+08:00

have not been blogging for going a week.
photos to make the blog more lively
gonna post batch by batch.
lessons were so much boring in maths and english.
felt like sleeping but i finally can control it.
God help me not to sleep in class[;
i beginning to love humanities!!
concentrate 95% of my mind in it.
5% messaging[;
jonathan called during lesson.
dun care the teacher answer it.
in SGH hospital.
have some things inside stomach.
needed operation.
like why is it so sway.
get well soonnnnn....
after skool was raining.
got a little drench.
on the way funny things happened.
weilong socks came out of shoes turned to yucky socks.
then went japan village eat.
we order lots of food.
hungry students that have not be eaten for days[;
chit chatted and laugh very loudly.
all kinds of joke came out.
5plus pay bill.
$18.70 each total $112.20[;
total we ordered 103 dishes not including the ones we take on the turning there.
i think total we ate about 150?
long list of receipt.
then bused homed 6plus.
my stomach is still full now..

2009-01-07T19:46:00.002+08:00

has not been blogging for days due to busy.
forgotton what happened those few days.
have been cabbing here and there.
soon will be broke.
yesterday.
didnt went home sleep.
went to 2nd home slept.
cleaned the house.
slept at 11plus.
today.
cabbed to skool as it was pretty far.
then today didnt managed to sleep in class.
claps claps..
then after skool went to woodlands.
stupid monkey the volume louder than me.
then went eat ljs
then went to repair shuwen fone.
trained to bugis.
went to buy shuwen wallet.
then bused home.

20 pages of english distinction comprehension!!

2009-01-03T14:47:00.002+08:00

back to blogging.

last day of 2008;
went countdown at vivo.
was queuing for places, but i was late.
luckily friend helped me[;
then around 12.30 went off.
went to meet up with jeremy, weilun and a girl.
then drank.
forgot how i reached home.

1st day of 2009;
HAPPY NEW YEAR
camilia and shuwen came over to my house 1plus.
baked cookie.
then around 2plus jessin arrive.
continue have some funn.
5plus chased shuwen off cause of some reason.
continue to bake shuwen birthday cookie with camilia and jessin.
baked till 7plus.
they went homed.

1st day of skool[2Jan];
waited for camilia for a long time.
then went arrange cookie.
went to class at 3rd lvl.
was tiring and somemore class was not open.
then went to put bag at next door.
then went assembly.
boringgggg...
recess then went L1 for some programme.
didnt bother to listen.
talking;smsing[;
keep making funn of yongrui dur to boredom.
then 1plus ended.
went hub have mos burger for lunch.
walked around cabbed homed.
night went to have supper with bestfriend.
he's leaving tmrw..

thank you for understanding me.
bestfriend forever[;

2008-12-31T16:56:00.002+08:00

7more hours to 2009.
school gonna reopen so soon.
i wish time arent so fast
but usually happy times fly fast.
quarrel quarrel quarrel..
felt like ending everything by 311208;23:59:59
should i go countdown at vivo?
tmrw baking cookies♥

tags replied:
jonathan: girlfriend♥ i love ue more than anything else
boyfriend; i hate you. Stop all ur nonsense. You are making it worse; very annoying.
shuwen(:: hoho sister!(: ytd was fun & funny lol haha and that movie was sooo nice^^
yeah. nice movie. twilight loves!

2008-12-30T13:49:00.002+08:00

went out 10plus.
bused to hougang rebonded hair.
i looks weird.
got done till 3plus.
went aihui house downstairs give the tower to her.
chit chatted w aihui abnd patricia.
cabbed down to hub.
went buy grocery for baking needs.
then quickly went watched twilight.
nice la.
rating 5/5 watched till 7plus
peiied qingli buy shoe then went back hub wanted to take cab.
no cabs!!
super irritated. bused homed.

are you willing to sacrifice?

2008-12-28T16:31:00.003+08:00

now at friend house studying.
found out a way out by reading this.
thanks to the passage anyway[;
不平凡的人，都有不平凡的遭遇。
不平凡的遭遇，常能造出不平凡的人。
不平凡的爱，都有不平凡的火花。
不平凡的火花，常能造出不凡的爱。
世界都有许多不凡的事情，要造出这些不凡的东西其实很容易。
利用不平凡的眼神，爱心，和对待就能找出来。

2008-12-27T15:41:00.003+08:00

thanks for everything[;
mind is in total mess because of 4 person.
if they did not appear my life will be in peace.
i m missing yoo now.
i wish i could see you..
that feeling grew[;

2008-12-26T14:07:00.002+08:00

went out town with baby yesterday night.
then 1am plus.
his driver drive us home.
went his house ton.
quite boring and tiring.
fallen asleep near 4plus going 5 i think.
woke up 11am.
went homed.
baby will be away tmrw.
everything seems drifting apart;
and i learning to depend on myself to get adapted.

2008-12-25T20:40:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE[;
&Happy Birthday Qiaoying Cousin♥
&Happy Birthday Vivian[;

was tired today.
went out countdown with baby.
went to lao di fang for countdown to christmas.
spent till 4am like that cabbed home with baby.
home 5plus.
sleep awhile then wake up went church.
eunice, ian and shuli baptized[;
grats men..
then went for cool meeting exchange present.
hahas..
then went homed helped out with mama for something
then jiu sleep awhile
going out ton later with baby!
baby will be away to japan on 27.
i gonna miss you.
hope that you will come back during new year(L)

post edited[;

2008-12-24T17:09:00.002+08:00

231208
spent the whole afternoon at home packing my room.
books; bags; clothes and some past thing are thrown away.
lots of things gonna be new.
a brand new year; a band new living.
baby came over and help out.
his parent came over have dinner.
baby and i cooked 1 of the dishes[;
awesome funnn but the look does looks nice though it taste quite delicious.
boring rules are going to start from now on
seems like it is unable to avoid it.
the tighter you hold; the more you will not catch.
241208
Merry X'mas Eve to everyone who see this!!
later going town countdown for christmas?

&iloveyou

2008-12-22T15:41:00.003+08:00

Going out later with baby and get something for his parent.
gosh tomorrow is arriving so fast.
meet the parent.
all my freedom is gonna be control.
no tonning;
no late going home;
but everlasting baby's love and concern.
today gonna be my last day reaching home late.
anybody want to go out late late night for today?
contact me.

a week plus more and holiday is over.
so dam fast

2008-12-21T21:52:00.002+08:00

i m back.
under huge stress control;
stop controlling me or everything will end.
went for church morning.
3plus cabbed find weilun and cabbed to his house.
i m the one who pay.
gosh..
watched lan qiu huo.
not bad uh?
went to friend house.
went round and round finding.
got loss.
in the end i wrote the wrong address la!
hai yo is just opposite weilun house.
i such a dumb ***[;
reach friend house 6.30plus
then sing makan.
gift exchange[;
i owe you one[;
then went cousin house at 9.30[;
photo next tyme?

will we last longggg?

2008-12-20T14:24:00.006+08:00

3rd batch photo is up. and is also the last batch.
places of interest.
ps did upload those photo youli. cause of that reason.
rmb i told you at japan? hope you will understand.

TV tower

Fish market

191208
HAPPY 23MONTH DEAR.
baby is staying till christmas!
he decided yesterday; i love him!
a total of shocked and scared;
i dun wan to be under control so fast.
i have my own plan..
now that you want me to change it;
is pretty hard.
my mind in a mess;
fcuk life.
i just want a normal life.
MIA.
will be back in a few days.

2008-12-17T14:08:00.004+08:00

2nd batch photo is up,
places of interest visited at japan; nagoya.

Hotel Roomm.
(Love it; is dam nice la)

Nagoya Castle

Ise Shrine
Sunday
went to change phone..
i love that colour pink[;
then went furniture shop again.
homed.
161208
HAPPY 5MONTH BABY.
iloveyou.
morning went out meet baby for beakfast.
then went sentosa.
had a funn time together!
then 6plus 7pm.
sat cable car to mt fabar had seafood dinner.
dam nice la. i love it.
then later went walk around there.
call cab homed.
homed 1am
p/s for the photo cause i have a hard time uploading it. hope that will be able to see.

phone number changed if i forgot to sent the message tell me;

2008-12-13T17:59:00.017+08:00

photos uploaded[;
family photo at malaysia

2008-12-12T20:43:00.006+08:00

Thy Baby's Love

5th DEC
woke up dam early in the morning
had breakfast at baby's house garden.
though is just rice and some simple dish.
it delicious[;
the most delicious breakfast i ever eaten.
went shopping after tat.
saw a big mickey mouse
and bought it.
shop like hell the whole day.
till night had our dinner at the restaurant.
and later found out that i have no money left.
like total shocked that i spent $2000 just like that.
baby brought me to a place where scenery is nice.
i love it.(L)
back baby's home 1am.
6DEC
woke up early and went to Tsukiji Fish Market.
bought fish things werent cheap there.
extremely expensive.
then went back prepared and went tokyo disneyland.
ticket cost 5,200yen.
but nt so funn.
quite boring went off 3pm.
cooked a simple dinner w baby.
had funnn.....
and went izu national park.
oh ya from far distance saw fuji-san.
quite nice.
had seaside spa w youli
while baby and jon had hot spring.
had till 10pm.
went to that so called''pub''
all of us got drunk except baby.
told out so much rubbish.
told everything what i shouldnt say.
baby even did recording.
homed at 3am.
7DEC
woke up 8am.
pack luggage and to station.
took 11am train to nagoya.
1hr 40min there. quite fast
using nozomi line.
10780yen each person.
quite cheap yeah!
alight from the world largest railway station.
so cool..
then when check in at 2pm.
went to nagoya castle.
quite nice yeah!
then 5plus went to ise shrine.
went there to do some baibai.
tried it for the first time very interesting.
i prayed for..(secret)
after tat went to yamamotoya sohonke
had misokatsu as side dish dam nice la.
is a fried pork cutlet.
had hitsumabushi as main course
is a japanese eel meal.
then went shopping around.
clothes!!
back at hotel at 2am.
8DEC
pack laggage and went down for breakfast.
went nearby bought some medicine for baby
check out at 8am.
took 11am flight.
reach singapore 6plus.
sat singapore airlines again.
someone came and fetch baby.
went to have dinner w him at amk.
then homed after that.

next post photo will do the talking to where i went.

2008-12-09T14:20:00.003+08:00

konichiwa[;
back from japan yesterday evening.
shoulder muscles aching.
maybe is the cold weather that cause me.

3DEC
went to the cousin house to put my phone,
waited for jonathan;kimberly;jianlin and youli
went to the airport around 7plus.
as jianlin and kimberly's flight to korea was earlier than ours.
check in our luggage at 8plus.
was at terminal 2 lane 7.
check in at 9.40pm
sat sq639.
quite nice yeah!
4DEC
reach there around 7.20am.
dam early and cold.
luckily baby came and fetch me.
awww i love him..
stayed at baby house cause convenient.
his house was weird:/
no words to describe but messy.
even the guest room is in a mess.
spent the whole 3hours cleaning and doing the housework.
my first time washing clothes for people;mopping floor.
his dog bibi so cute awww.
feel like bring it home.
had lunch at baby's home.
he and his house mate cooked japanese food
so dam delicious.
when shopping after tat w baby;jon and youli.
went to department store buy things at Shinjuku.
when to have funn.
back homed at 2am.

continued on next post.

2008-12-03T15:00:00.003+08:00

8more hours and i will be away.
if anything message me;
as i will nt be having my fone around.
messages my friend will reply you as soon as possible.
i will be seeing baby soonnnn....

2008-12-01T13:27:00.002+08:00

yesterday was alone day for me.
went out alone to have some peace.
shopping like hell, a quiet moment of peace.
didnt bring phone out also.
sorry to those i didnt answer your calls.
went homed 5pm.
pickup my fone and off to cousin house.
finally found a girl to accompany me go japann[:

2008-11-29T21:42:00.003+08:00

I LOVE KELVIN LAM KAI WEN[:
(see i so good, write ur name)
chit chatted w him online afternoon.
then went meetup w lihui and alicia.
then went orchad shopped.
got a credit card from ah bi.
and bought many clothes the trip.
but there is still somemore to go..
tmrw shopping alone.

tags replied.
Jiahui: yeah! totally loved la! shopping was so great w you and lihui around. okay. so? hahas
alicia: today is being loved! chua jia hui.... i know who is jonathan le lo. he is my friend !!
Jiahui: okay!
Meipeng: Sweetheart, done th quiz.(:
Jiahui: haha. of course i cant think myself being a lesbian is so gross.
CAMILIA (: i dont want to be a lesbian either. HAHA.
Jiahui: i know who are you already! luckily you told me or i will be thinking who is it. put ur name lahs. ur name so nice kelvin.
jia hui: i am sorry because i at malaysia i will come back at friday

ah bi thanks for everything you have done. i m sorry for those things i have done these past month even this month. a million of sorry.

2008-11-28T19:31:00.003+08:00

-list down 20 person you think of now.(type full name pls)
1. KWEK AI HUI
2. HO YI ZHE
3. ONG QING LI
4. THAM SHU WEN
5. JONATHAN LIM SHUN FENG
6. ADRIAN CHIA ZHENG YANG
7. ALICIA TAN HUI QI
8. CAMILIA SEE QIAN YI
9. CARINE YUAN ZI YING
10. TAN YONG RUI
11. ZHANG SI YUAN
12. MEIPENG(forgot her surname)
13. YAP JIN HUI
14. SEAH YEE KEAT
15. HO ZHI YONG
16. BRANDON LEE KOK LEONG
17. JESSIN CHUA JIA XIN
18. SAMANTHA YEO CHU YING
19. JOEL ??? JUN TENG(forgot surname)
20. ANG TIAN CHENG
-list 3 from the list who are important to you and why
1. NUMBER 1 TO 20.
2. CAUSE I LOVE THEM,
3. WITHOUT THEM I DUNNO WHAT MY LIFE WILL BE LIKE.

-talk abt 1 and 2
1. She is the girl i love most. Whenever i needed her, she will be there.
2. Oh my baby boy, i love him a million a zillion lots.
-what if 6 betray 1
I dont know.
Maybe sent him back to the zoo.

-what if 15 ask for stead and you are single?
No way de, he is my da ben zhu now and always.

-if 12 stead with 8?
They dunno each other.

- what do you like abt 4 and 5?
4. A good listener.
5. My fake boyfriend! So fated whenever i go, i will always see him.(L)

-does 10 knows 15?if yes,how?
No.

-if you find out 9 stead with 11?
Impossible. He already have stead le and he is at China.

-what is one thing you like abt this 20 ppl?
They are the best people i know in my life. Not just them, others too.

-what if 18 say i love you to you?
Samantha Yeo Chu Ying i love you tooooo.
-what if 20 betray you?
I gonna kill him

choose 4 ppl to do the quiz from the list of 20 friends
1.Shuwen
2.Meipeng
3.Yongrui
4.Baby

2008-11-28T12:55:00.002+08:00

back from malaysia yesterday evening.
miss baby boy a million lots yeah!
looking forward on 3dec.
just a briefly say about it.
shopped like hell.
and bought many shoes clothes.
(L)3 of my biao di and qiao ying.
photos later..

ps:sorry for those inconvenience cause by me; i gonna change my attitude for now on. those people i shouldnt contact i will try not to contact. a month for everything to be done. please be understanding.

2008-11-21T22:03:00.002+08:00

came back from camp just now.
shall blog about it.
MONDAY
went to meetup w shuwen at qingli house there.
then trained to novena.
waited for meipeng.
bused to far east.
walk around and went lucky plaza help weilun buy his slipper.
then went bck amk.
then went cc.
ate fish and co for dinner.
then went meetup w weilun again.
then 10plus.
trained to friend house.
sat downstairs till 11plus going 12am.
sent meipeng off.
then went friend house sleep.
house dam dirty.
TUESDAY(DAY 1)
went to skool at 2plus.
then jiu prepare for things.
slept around 12plus.
WEDNESDAY(DAY2)
woke up quite early to prepare things for the campers.
snoring sounds turned alarm clocks.
then prepare alot of things.
though quite funn but tiring.
night had night walk.
was station at the dnt there.
me and aihui was like scaring ourselves la.
slept around 2plus.
THURSDAY(DAY3)
woke up early.
after breakfast immediately prepare the water bomb thing.
managed to hit the target in 2hours.
claps claps...
thing played.
when to second lvl to prepare for the sausages.
then pour water down.
then prepare for the finale.
near to the end very touching.
slept around 2am
FRIDAY(DAY4)
woke up abit later as usual.
then went to rest.
then had checks.
and appreciation.
song played; follow by crying.
oh my la.
raining drop are falling from the eyes..
then had debrief then homed at 2pm.

2008-11-15T14:15:00.002+08:00

just one month one day we are over.
how can i promise that.
a million of regret.
but is too late.
i believe soon you will get over it,
and last long with her.
like what your father say we are not meant.
i believe we will enjoy those last few days tgt at japan.
looking forward to it[:

2008-11-14T20:39:00.002+08:00

has nt been properly blogging these few days.
sunday.
meetup w jonathan as i was given a surprise.
dunno cabbed to where as i was nt told where we are going
and i found out it stopped near singapore flyer there
then sat at 3.00pm
quite nice view la.
but as i m abit scared of height so was holding on him tight.
soon nt anymore
quite enjoy it la.
managed to camwhored using jon phone.
photos next tyme when free.
monday.
went work for awhile.
tue-wednesday
fallen dead sick.
but went out at night meetup w jonathan.
thursday.
went out w mama bought things.
friday.
rotting at home.

2008-11-14T16:33:00.001+08:00

YESTERDAY;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QINGLI
TODAY;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAMILIA WHATEVER.

someone;i love you.

2008-11-11T15:45:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA

headache is killing me.
extra strong panadol please...
down w a fever.
planned to go out but unable.
going to work later though sick.
hope it will not be a busy later

2008-11-08T20:56:00.003+08:00

DAY 1
woke up early and meet up w aihui and cheehon.
bused to yishun to take food.
then cabbed to zhafri house.
and alighted at near blk 888.
cabbed to aihui house.
and me zhafri cheehon cabbed to pasir ris.
check in 2.30
and our chalet was deep inside la.
just beside escape.
then rest.
aihui fabian came 4plus.
then went out bought subway.
people coming one after another.
then aihui mama bought food.
then tiancheng and c0 arrived.
2plus walked to redhouse but police car.
so walked back to chalet around 4plus.
slept till 5plus.
that monkey pull my leg to wake up.
me and aihui watch sunrise w mango xianfu and tiancheng.
funny things happened.
slipper spoil due to angtiancheng men...
DAY 2
went back to sleep till 11plus.
some went back. then followed by tiancheng& co.
changed went wild wild wet w fabian aihui cheehon.
played alot..
had kfc for lunch.
6plus went back to chalet w carine and shirlene.
bbq slowly started.
went to ntuc bought things.
bbq didnt managed to eat alot of thing but full.
cake cutting at10pm.
then went back room.
slept from 1plus to 4plus.
sat on the chair till 6plus.
then jiu went back sleep till 9plus.
LAST DAY
suppose to check out at 10.30 latest but we checkout at 12pm.
cabbed homed w aihui cheehon kiacher.
homed 1plus.
slept 6hrs.
didnt go to work];

total disappointment.

2008-11-05T16:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEEKEAT[:

didnt blog for few days already.
shall blog what happened.
saturday went out w jonathan.
cant really rmb where we went but have a fun tyme together.
monday went skool see bball friendly then bused homed.
changed went out w jonathan and helped him with to clean up his house.
he gave me salary lah. like i m his maid.
but is okay. then 6plus went to meetup w eunice grace shuli at hub.
ate fish&co.
then chi chatted.
walk around ntuc buy things.
then bused homed.