Sense of strangeness

-Saturday, April 26, 2008'

everything happened last 1 month had ended this week.
think this few week will be moodless sometimes
sorry i broke my promises
and left you.
i know you have been trying to ask
why i left you?
my reason is just one thing
i am sorry. i m unable to face you.
all this while i m avoiding the truth facing infront of me
all this while i m just lying myself.
i think i dun love you deeply.
not as deep as my past love.
unable to forget it.
i hope that you will able to forgive me.
but me,
myself unable to forgive myself.
but really i miss him like crazy.
gonna go mad soon.
every min thinking of him.
the promise i made to forget him
is unable to be done.
and dare not face you.
so dun ever come find/cor/msg me.
i know all this while you try to salvage it,
but what is done cannot be undone.
is like you tell yourself cannot still like him,
in the end you still like him.
maybe is fated bah.
if we met earlier,
maybe things will be diff now.
so lets take it as we arent fated.
if we are,
even how much obticles we been will still be tgt.
take it as you never know this person.
from now to you,
I WILL JUST BE A NOBODY.
FORGET ME.

to the boy i deeply love most now.
sorry i cant forget you.
although i now something that i shouldnt know
i have been deeply hurt from you.
very deeply.
secretly crying now.
been thinking hoping that you would be beside me now and forever
but will never ever come true.
you are with that gurl you love now.
all i can do is just wish you last long with her.
you happy i happy.

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Anderson Secondary 4/7'09

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