Sense of strangeness

-Sunday, May 25, 2008'

hello people.
early morning went church. then after tat find gan jie for heart to heart talk. just dunno why we suddenly turn so close today. then 2 guys walk pass us at void deck. he ask karlyn jie for no. then we continued chit chatting. then she came my house. okay. we heart to talk till we cried. for some reason is none stop. we both seems to be in the same circumstances. LOVE A GUY, BUT UNABLE TO BE WITH HIM. AND ALSO HE HAVE STEAD. although karlyn and her ex stead for just a month. but she love him alot. just like me although stead for is just 36 days. but these days it is the most happiest time ever been. really, i swear. ~~okay. i admit i was once a hongster.~~ knowing you, change my life. it change me to a tiongxim one. tiongxim to you one and only. 也许时间不是一种解药而是毒药，让我爱你爱得比那时候还要深。i know writing it here will get pia or watsoever. but i dun care anymore. anw alot ppl noe tis thing. so let it be la. i dun care liao le.
mood swing from afternoon till now.
thinking lots of things. although i know loving you, will not be a easy thing. but i m trying to do it. recap for those things this month, many things happen. natural disaster causes many lifes to be gone. and muz treasure the one you love. all these moments let me understand tat if losing a person is very hard to live on.
92 days since you left me.
these days are very hard to go through although you appear in my life every week during skool days. but sometimes i really wish to say i love you to you. but i know you have her. so i took back. every moment i pia you. i m trying to say i love you. although i know this things meant nothing as i know she say i love you to you daily. but like these really meant alot to me. i really hope time pause at the moment i pia you. i just dun wan to lose tat moment. i really scared to lose you. although we are just gans, i still love you. no matter the world ends or watsoever.
this month my birthday. 13 may seems the happiest day in the month. as being with you the whole afternoon really cheers me up. helping me to take those heavy big present really dam touch la. although for you is maybe a small and easy thing, but for me is really a happy thing. i swear. first tyme ever birthday in my life's birthday been so happy. this came from my heart whole heartedly. really.
I♥MY GANLAOGONG
I♥YOU

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